Well, to get us started, how about I begin with the basics; I'm a hermit. I love to be out in the open, but never really in public. Take me as you will, I won't mold myself to your expectations. I strive to be better constantly, though not in a manner you might consider "improvement." I am rude, and insensitive to etiquette. Lighting is my passion, as well as creating art. When I set my heart on a project, nothing can compare to my results. I think when you put your soul into your work that is usually the way it goes. I'm reshaping my views, and all I've amounted to. Designing all my parts, and separating the pieces. I'm tired of trying to make sense of everything, so how about I just focus on myself for awhile. Hope that's okay with you. I find no beauty in the breakdown. Don't let their glamor fool you. Only a renaissance is worth a second glance. I believe love is the key element to my chemical compounds in developing an equation to live for. I am currently creating the foundations the rest of my life will be built on. It's intimidating, but I wouldn't change it for the world. I am not sure where I'll end up, but I've certainly got dreams. I think the best part about this whole situation is the fact that my options are limitless, and right now I can take them however I'd like and just run as far as I can. I have no sense of control about me anymore. It's an odd feeling to realize that humans, as a species, are the minority. We just don't get it. We keep pushing and shoving, thinking we're going to get somewhere. The world is round. Hasn't anyone noticed? We are repeating ourselves over & over. I feel the most content when I allow myself to release worries about issues I can not change. You'd think with such a perspective, I'd be so miserable. I'm actually one of the happiest people you'll probably ever meet in your lifetime. I'm just sliding out of the shell I created for myself over the years, and opening up to a world divided. I see things as they are, and wish to help & be helped. There's so much more to me than most people take the time to see. I won't waste time screaming my story at you. If you want to be close with me, show me I'm needed. In short, none of us are here forever. We are dying right now. Isn't it weird to think about it like that? Dying. As you breathe, that's your life escaping. Let's stop wasting time, and actually do something.